Hi, I really appreciate you being here.

I don't know how you found this, but since you're already here, I think I should say something.

I'm Dulapah Vibulsanti, born on 6 March 2003. I'm male, blood type A+, 175cm, single (and desperate to find someone), and an INFP.

I'm not really happy with my life, despite other people saying I've been living the dream-even my parents say I'm at the top, getting the best of almost everything. But if you think about it, what is really a good life? Everyone wants me to get the best things in life, but they never ask what it is that I love the most. As I'm writing this, I've been crying, breaking down, and feeling burned out a lot. Is it really that hard to pursue the dream I've always dreamed of? It feels like I'm alive, but not really living. I don't even understand what effort truly is anymore.

I always think I need someone who truly understands me. Someone who can stay beside me. Someone I can look forward to every day. Maybe in another life, it was you-the one reading this-and me. Maybe there, we loved each other, right? And we were happy together. Maybe in that life, we did all the things we said we would...

...Or perhaps this is the other life-the life where we finally found each other. Maybe right now you're also desperate and wanting to end it all. But why become a god of some unknown place when you're already the god of my world?

Perhaps tomorrow might be a better day, but hope is a dangerous thing.

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